holy fuck. maths exam. drama exam. please let me die. i know i'm gonna do horribly. and it's not like i'm be around long enough to reap the benefits of the marks i get. but if i make it too obvious i'll get watched and questioned and try to be talked out of it. they just won't get it. it's not a snap decision. it's been coming for a while. i just don't want to be here anymore.

cornflake xo