cornflake xo
Tuesday, June 23, 2009
well well well... someone has found this! don't really mind one way or the other. guess i just have to be a little more careful now. not that i reckon i said anything too dodgy before. must go back and check that later. 6 weeks til play. and for a week in that i'm going to be stuck with people in kalbarri that i've been avoiding for half a year. anyone who's read the assorted ramblings will know about my orange. well, every time i see these people, the wound from him just gets cut right open again. i'm not strong. it's too fucking hard to be around their false hope and cheeriness. only going with them to get out of this fucking place. guess i'm damned if i do damned if i don't. fanfuckingtastic.
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i am so sick of everyone going on about how weak they are....... em your not weak. you've put up with more shit in your short life than any person should ever have to. if you've lasted this long, then we both know you must have some astounding inner strength.
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your not weak...honest...you are hell of alot stronger than i would be.and yeh what tttsnb said, sometimes false hope is all we have. and don't edit your stuff just cause i'v read your blog...i wont follow it if it makes you feel better?
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Rayne
*checks pulse* your heart appears to be still beating :) I say, that is a sign of some strength isn't it? Sure, you've got lots of negativity going on but you'll perservere like you always do :)
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